live as it is simple!

assalamualaikum.. thinking to update something this morning.. it such a pretty break at home wif my lovely family.. Alhamdulillah.. am i too distracted lately? Knowing ur bestfren,i think she's more like my own sis with someone that u used to love is a good news or not?That guy,6 years im with that guy..yes,he's more like my bro but i can't denied the fact that he used to be really special person in my life after my famly..
so last weekend angah came to my house,told me something that out of my mind even i can smell it at first.. i can see her face,bright with joyous.. jealous?
yes,i am.. im happy to see both of them together but sometimes i dislike how i can't understand ppl hide something from me just for my own sakeness.. i wish for that relationship.. relationship yang terjaga,tnpa nafsu,ade batas yang dijaga rapi..that is the reason why im being so jealous..
if talking about my current relationship,im in a relationship with Allah,wanna find myself..my old one,how i miss it..
i used to follow the flow now,if he is meant for me,then it will..no such a big hope..cos i realize both of us, me and izran will find many ppl in future.. ;).

till then!