Had a blessed friday with le families..
We'd bday celebration for my cousin and my nephew..
Alhamdulillah.. all of them are my precious..*hugs
I couldn't tell how much they meant to me..:')
Actually there are something lingering in my mind..
I'm too sensitive lately..While scrolling down my twitter TL..
I saw someone's tweet.. Kenapa sy rasa mcm awk tujukan tue untk sy?
Kenapa sy terasa..ntah la..as a human..mudah sgt terasa..:')
Is it for me or it is coincidently?like u describing other ppl but h/she is like me?
If it was for me.. *If la.. Let's me make it clear..
Am i too bad? Am I?:'),,
-Before, I respect you, now I don't think so. You've changed a lot.. YoU didn't do what you have said like you did before..-
When my eyes looked at tis, I questioned myself.. Eihh..sy ke?*mcm perasan sgt kan ade org nk tweet sal kita..
Tp rasa tu kuat kata..Heii,mmg awak la..
I know I've changed a lot.. a LOT..:')
Sy manusia biasa.. my Imaan ups and downs easily..
You know what, sometimes ppl can talk randomly what going on their mind on tat time..
Sy pelupa and sy mmg lpa ape y sy da bgtau sblm ni.. I mean when we was together once upon a time..
But no matter what I'd said.. Saya mintak maaf..Maaf sgt sbb sy hina dimata awak.. maaf sgt sbb sy xmampu nk puaskan hati org..
If ppl keep expecting me to be so perfect.. I really can't..:'))
Ape y sy ckp dl apa y sy nk jadi..
Ppl dunno how I'm trying really hard to make my life more better.. So, sy xmampu nak salahkan sesiapa..
-Dulu cakap, xnak buat macam tu, xnak buat macam ni, nak jadi macam tu, nk jadi macam nie.Skrg?Sama je tu,xda ape prubahan mcm yg dckpkan.lol-
Nak berubah senang..nak istiqamah tue susah.. Like other ppl, i also have my own wish list..
want to be a better muslimah..want to be a better person.. luaran dan dalaman..
I don't want to talk much on this..Tp kalau betol sy xberubah lgsng, sy harapkan doa awak supaya saya berubah..doa dr semua org y pnh sy kenal..
It's a deep hurt when ppl keep judging you.. dgn update ni je sy mampu nk luahkan sumenya because i don't have WMI to ask for his opinion..
Kalau tweet tue bkn untk sy,sy mtk maaf sbb terperasan..tp terima kasih sbb I've learn something from it..
Kalau tweet tue untuk sy, sy mtk maaf jgk sbb semakkan minda org..
PERFECT is not for me.. Saya xkn cuba puaskan hati org tp sy akan cuba sedaya upaya untuk jd y terbaik di mata Allah.. he's the only one.. Insya-allah..
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