Assalamualaikum..it's a while since I don't really in a mood to update anything..too much thing happens in a blink of eyes..In my way to mend everything..from A to Z.. Without any supports..I mean I do it all by myself..
For the first time in my life,sy belajar erti putus cinta..You know,when we need to let go someone that we loves for something beautiful in the future..Starting from that, I learnt many things,I met many people and they made me for who I am now..More matured, xkanak2, lebih fikirkan apa yang penting dari perlu..
Cinta xmengajar kita lemah,tapi kuat.. I need someone for sure,fitrah la kan.. cuma I need a Halal one..22 years old is an age where I think I don't have a time to jump into a nonsense relationship,gaduh,break up then frust goleng2..>.<. I need a serious relationship, to build a Halal relationship for the sake of Allah,together strive and struggling for Jannah.. to build a lasting marriage,mawaddah dan sakinah.. to love not only in Dunya but also meet the same person in Syurga Firdausi..:'). I bet it not easy..
after passing my frustration phase, a few came 'sy nk jd bf awak'
dear Adam,I don't want that tittle again..cukup la last bulan 9 tahun lepas,,
I said to them 'prepare yourself, as what I am duin right now, at the right time Allah akan mudahkan kalau awak jodoh sy,bukan dgn title bf-gf tp zauj-zaujah..
Perempuan nmpk ego,nmpk sombong (rmai y cakap sy sombong lately,padahal xlangsung pn ;)
tp once she loves someone, dia rela disakiti, dia rela tinggalkan org tu.. kebahagiaan org tu akan jd milk dia wlpn org tu bhgia dgn relationship baru dia..:)
I hold one kalimah when I feel upset 'Kun Fayakun'..
Hati kita Allah yang pegang,Dia nak cmpkan rasa syg tu kejap je,Dia nak tarik rasa tu pn kejap je..
tp kita kena berusaha,xperlu merayu..tp keep faith in Him..Doa tu senjata kita, doa dpt ubah takdir kita..
kalau syg org tu,mengadu pada Dia,mtk dgn Dia..kalau mtk dgn manusia kita pasti kecewa..'dia xbalas msg,dia xbg respon,dia xpernah balas satu msg pn,dia tinggalkan mcm tu je'
Tapi Allah? xpernah tinggalkan kita..xpernah..:')..Bila kita mengadu pd Dia,semua hilang sekelip mata..Allah..:')..
Percayalah, apa yang da ditetapkan jadi milik kits akan jadi walau mcm mane pn kita rasa impossible bnd tu akan berlaku..

So,tugas kita baiki diri dulu..

Till then..

May we always in His blessing..;)